opportunity?

Life is an open road. I've been on the same road for my whole life. 

That might change soon. 

There's a turn up ahead that I'm not sure I can or will take. 

If I'm allowed to make that turn, how long do I have to decide if I will or not?

I think I'm ready to go in a different direction. 

Why should I be afraid to follow my instincts?

I'm ready to take my life in a new direction. 

But I want him to go along for the ride. I want him to come. 

I want him to be there for me, like I'm there for him. 

I want us to start a new journey together.

We'll see what happens.  

presents!

I brought cupcakes to work today for Monique's birthday. 

I bought her a drink from coffee bean,

and I didn't get the flowers I wanted to :(

But I did get them today after work. 

Then when she came in she surprised me with an early birthday present. 

Below are a Jack Skeleton bobble head and socks! She also burned me season 3 of Dexter, so  now I can catch up! 

 

And on a lower note, I've been getting migraines lately. 

It might only be when I need real food, but I don't understand why

I need to go through that much pain to figure out that I need food!  

 

Weekend of Love

This is what the weekend consisted of for Tino and I 

He arrived early Saturday morning with these beautiful flowers! 

 

White roses are my favorite. I was very surprised, and at the same time incredibly excited that he got me flowers! 

We at lunch at Mi Piace in Pasadena and I made a heart out of my left over salad.

 
 

This morning I made a huge breakfast for us. Blueberry pancakes, eggs, bacon and sausage. Then we took a ride to the observatory. That was way too busy so we went to a little park area on the hill and hand a picnic lunch there while listening to some Johnny Cash. 

 

We took the top off Tino's jeep on the way home to enjoy the sunlight.

 

The end of the day consisted of me giving a key to my apartment to Tino, making cupcakes for dessert and cooking this amazing dinner. I probably liked it more than he did, but that's okay! 

I made a BLT Steak, baked potato, some crusty bread and a little wine for myself. 

 

 

We ended the night with some french vanilla with chocolate frosting cupcakes. 

Pretty much best weekend so far this year!

Love songs by Dea

February flowers won't blossom

February hasn't been what I thought it might

It's a lot harder than I'd hoped for. 

There are more unhappy challenges

and I'm not sure if I'm up for them. 

There's a lot to look forward to at this point though

1. Valentine's Day is near, and I said directly I want flowers

2. I have President's Day off for the first time since High School

3. So many people's Birthdays this month, celebrations! 

4. Including mine...and I'm going on a San Diego beer trip for it! 

5. Seattle with Tino in less than a month, though my friend won't be there so I don't get to visit her, but I'll make do.

 

By Futurowoman 

new music month

January's playlist.

February's is at the right now.